How Do I Feel?

How do i feel when i hear from you saying that? Have you ever thought of my feelings?

I may not show it in front of you, but do u know how many days i've been crying,adding on to these things u've said to me?Physically tired, maybe lack of exercises & carrying bag for me. The first thing tt comes to my mind, "So now, are you the one who's getting tired of me, instead of I'm the one who's tired?""Are you stressed out by ur studies, or by me?"

Whatever it is, A Knife Stabbed My Heart. Where's the sentence which u always say, b4? "I'll do everything jus to make u happy even if it will make me tired, for Now, & for a long long time?"

Here comes my solutions, giving u all the space & rest u wanwith ur frens, family, studies, & for me, onli in the weekends. Sending me home onli when u go out with me. As for after school, no need, phone calls every night? Y not when u are not tired & have sth to tok to me then u call?

All these things i've said earlier in the start of the relationship. Now u're saying sth opposite. For me, it's like u've not kept ur promises, proven me wrong on how i judge the typical guysI think, my perception towards the guys is never wrong.

"Rest is all tt I need. I'll make everything go back to normal.All you have to promise me, is to trust me." u said.How to make me trust u again? It's hard...

Acting nth wrong after a problem occured, is difficult for me too. I'm not like u, who run away from problems. My patience is limited.