Have been busy these days.. almost everyday have been staying in school till late evening... To do projects, study and so on... yet, some people don see it... just keep complaining that i always reach home late... i jus feel like whatever i had ever told my dad, it's useless... everything i do is useless... no one will always give a shit on me!!
Yesterday my brother came back from his BMT... he'll be having his 2 weeks holidays.. i was rushing for my UIR assignment... he keep hurrying me!! and told me that i'm doing things very slowly!! and soon we started to quarrel!! we shout at each other and i threw things at him... i cannot take it anymore... he's too ridiculous... so what if it is his computer?? so what if he pays for the computer.. who did he lent the money from?? so what if i get a new com for myself?? will i be able to use his net?? all he knows is jus game?? a useless lazy freak!! I hate him!! never will i tok to him again!! he SUCKS!! IDIOTIC FREAK!!
later on, my dad came in to scold me again... always been home late... "u noe that ur brother is coming back today, why is it u don wanna come home early to finish up ur assingment??" he don understand me at all... never will he understand me!! and how i feel and everything!! besides be possessive, sensitive, and giving all those f*cking temper, attitude, what else he know?? RESPECT PEOPLE BEFORE YOU WAN OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU!! he's oso another freak!! another guy who i hate!! all the guys in my family SUCKS!!
Troubles and troubles... I'm sick to be a human being!! How i wish i will never grow up... if really you are a back up to me, the moment i start crying, i wont call u in the first place, to let you know that i'm crying, i'm sad... None of u jus seems to understand me well... who am i, what i wan and so on... I learn things slowly, and all of you think tt i take my time do things... what i need is time!! I would rather have sleepless nights, No meals, or wat so ever to achieve my expectations and whatever i want.....
WhO wILL eVeR NoE mE WeLL??
Yesterday my brother came back from his BMT... he'll be having his 2 weeks holidays.. i was rushing for my UIR assignment... he keep hurrying me!! and told me that i'm doing things very slowly!! and soon we started to quarrel!! we shout at each other and i threw things at him... i cannot take it anymore... he's too ridiculous... so what if it is his computer?? so what if he pays for the computer.. who did he lent the money from?? so what if i get a new com for myself?? will i be able to use his net?? all he knows is jus game?? a useless lazy freak!! I hate him!! never will i tok to him again!! he SUCKS!! IDIOTIC FREAK!!
later on, my dad came in to scold me again... always been home late... "u noe that ur brother is coming back today, why is it u don wanna come home early to finish up ur assingment??" he don understand me at all... never will he understand me!! and how i feel and everything!! besides be possessive, sensitive, and giving all those f*cking temper, attitude, what else he know?? RESPECT PEOPLE BEFORE YOU WAN OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU!! he's oso another freak!! another guy who i hate!! all the guys in my family SUCKS!!
Troubles and troubles... I'm sick to be a human being!! How i wish i will never grow up... if really you are a back up to me, the moment i start crying, i wont call u in the first place, to let you know that i'm crying, i'm sad... None of u jus seems to understand me well... who am i, what i wan and so on... I learn things slowly, and all of you think tt i take my time do things... what i need is time!! I would rather have sleepless nights, No meals, or wat so ever to achieve my expectations and whatever i want.....
WhO wILL eVeR NoE mE WeLL??
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